Friday, June 11, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Ready for vacation
I am ready to have a mental break. Get away from the office and work people and get refreshed and nourish the soul.
Just trying to make sure I don't drop balls, piss off anyone, or leave a mess.
I reached out to a good friend to just IM chat today and decide how to live life. Work a 'job' and fit it passion. Or go all out for a job and passion together.
The trade offs for the factors of money lifestyle people interaction can all be important -and the easy life is hard to give up.
Ah well let's see what a nice vacation provides....
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Just trying to make sure I don't drop balls, piss off anyone, or leave a mess.
I reached out to a good friend to just IM chat today and decide how to live life. Work a 'job' and fit it passion. Or go all out for a job and passion together.
The trade offs for the factors of money lifestyle people interaction can all be important -and the easy life is hard to give up.
Ah well let's see what a nice vacation provides....
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What did I do this weekend? 9 hours and 27 miles of adventure racing! Here's my write-up:
http://bit.ly/cKdXNu
http://bit.ly/cKdXNu
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Loss in the family
After 13 years of love laughter claw marks vet visits airplane trips....my beloved Ouzo passed on.
I felt shock, then relief, the guilt, then shock, then relief all night.
Am I that heartless and unfeeling to be glad he has passed on? He was not having a good life for the past few months...
Then I wake today and just feel an overwhelming sadness and loss. Of grief and a need to retreat from the world of people.
I chose to go through the motions today but I'm sure it was noticed. The smile was fake. There was no laughter. The comments made in meetings were half-hearted at best.
I am mourning the loss of a member of my family of 13 years. Of the joy and pain he brought. Of the memories he helped to create and of those that will now form without him.
I love you Ouzo and may the next life be filled with little pink prawns and mice.
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I felt shock, then relief, the guilt, then shock, then relief all night.
Am I that heartless and unfeeling to be glad he has passed on? He was not having a good life for the past few months...
Then I wake today and just feel an overwhelming sadness and loss. Of grief and a need to retreat from the world of people.
I chose to go through the motions today but I'm sure it was noticed. The smile was fake. There was no laughter. The comments made in meetings were half-hearted at best.
I am mourning the loss of a member of my family of 13 years. Of the joy and pain he brought. Of the memories he helped to create and of those that will now form without him.
I love you Ouzo and may the next life be filled with little pink prawns and mice.
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Sunday, June 6, 2010
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