Too much!!!

Too much pressure built up...I think I blew it up today!
Tension between personality types and leadership styles came to a head today. Not my proudest moment - but had to be done. Things just don't get better if you hide them and pretend...
Just wish the other woman leader thought that way....

And then finding out a superstar is leaving. Just not enough left in my tank to take this one. I didn't break down crying but I sure felt like it - and instead of being happy and congratulatory - I was moody and sullen. Bad girl!!

Trying to focus on the happiness left in my life - doing my first triathlon this weekend and quite excited. Feeling fit and healthy and even a little tan action going on. Woo hoo!

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Exhiliration

Such a feeling of relief, happiness, excitement, sadness, fear all rushing through me at the same time...
6 months of intense work deadlines came to an end yesterday.
I get to breathe again, to think again rather than react to the latest urgent issue, to feel again rather than close off to just survive.
At the same time a fear of "what's next?" and "can I do this again?"
Heard that one person I know will not be doing this again. That's life I guess but when you are a team you bond the most in those times of Stress and pressure. So sadness prevails....




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