Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Giving Back and Contemplating Life

The company I work for provides each employee with a bank of hours to volunteer at local organizations with. This is a fantastic benefit and part of the reason it is a great company (well, most of the time, nothing is perfect!)


Today I went to the San Diego Habitat for Humanity service with a group of colleagues and we all worked on a housing project. It was amazing to learn the story of the homes being built, be part of building them, and we even met 2 of the future residents.
They have to put in 250 hours of sweat equity into their home!

My job today was to paint the exterior stucco trim. I've done a good amount of painting before (my hubby's uncle was a painter...). It took a LONG time to paint because of the texture - that stuff really soaks up paint and does not forgive ANY mistakes!

During the day I got to talk with others and enjoyed the variety of conversations and getting to know other people and their stories. One person was out of work and volunteering between interviews, one person had their whole family move to San Diego at the age of 16 and what a story that was!

Another discussion was about the whole decision and life change of having a child. Do I, didn't I? What changes for the better, and for the not so better? How do I balance work and career and how will my thinking change after a baby? Do you feel "ready" to have a baby or do you just kinda go with the flow and get the shock of a lifetime? It is ok to not have kids? How will people view me? As a non-loving person? How do I know how to choose which path is right for me and the hubby?

Image Source: Cute Baby Blog


I am thankful for a day to contemplate such life questions - as well as help others make a step forward in their life.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Taking out the trash...and a return to normalcy


When the fog lifts from around you, it is a gradual event and not something that happens instantly. At the same time, you don't often notice that the fog was shifting slowly until you see the sun and decide to take out the trash.

Taking out the trash....it seems like such a little thing. But I have not done that for 6 months. To not only DO the action but also THINK that it needs to be done....it feels so normal, so casual, so everyday life. Just thinking about it makes my heart race and want me to jump up and down for joy.

A return to normalcy ... a peaceful thought indeed.



Image is of Jessica Biel (not me, bit love the pink robe!)
Source imaged from Hollywood Actress Blog Spot

Friday, June 5, 2009

Can it really be 1 year later?

Oh man, it's my birthday....and I really don't know what to feel about it.
I'm pretty sure that turning 30 was like an Early Mid Life Crisis for me....and now it's 1 year later.

Do I have all the answers? No
Do I feel wiser? No
Do I feel older? Yes
Do I feel Happy? hmmm, jury is out
Do I feel Peace? No

I'm seeing a theme here so let me write some things that were great about being older and having a birthday....


Drinking a Mimosa as a breakfast morning treat - wonderful!  

Opening a fantastic present of jewelery from my darling husband - wow!

Dancing around naked to Happy Birthday sung by cats (yes, cats meowing are an instant laughter point)


Being taken out to dinner and having a great steak...mmmm
...we still agree Craft Steak in Las Vegas was The Best Steak.....but Ruth Chris last night was in the top contenders!






Going to sleep in the arms of someone that loves me unconditionally


Maybe this birthday was pretty good after all...







Photo Sources: Mimosa, Jewelry, SteakSleep

what a lovely thought - Ing Direct sent me a birthday greeting and a discount on the "QuickFinish Shredder" http://ping.fm/ep7XU

Thursday, June 4, 2009

loving Alltop - the Beta "online magazine rack" - no more RSS feeds (which i never really got) http://alltop.com/

Monday, June 1, 2009

how did Susan Boyle NOT win BGT after all that Hype? I still Love Simon http://talent.itv.com/
Wow! Just had a great example of service. Went to drop off my shoes to be re-heeled and they opened store early for me and did the job straight away. Wow!